Knowing and Seeing
It has been a serious process of learning the art of true seeing. On SO. MANY. LEVELS. When I first started to see the world differently it was accompanied by my initial dark night of the soul, when I had virtually no one around me who understood what I was going through. Thank goodness for Myspace back then, right? Other than my online friends, my social groups outcasted me because they thought I was bonkers for talking about multiple dimensions and how I could see energy. It was a rough time to be a starseed.
Once the “gift” was bestowed, there came a variety of new challenges with the ability to see things others couldn’t. With knowing comes a sense of obligation, a desire to make the world a better place, but also tripping along the way to figure out the best method of doing so. It’s also very confusing to have proper intuition when you haven’t done all of the big personal healing work yet. It takes a whole lot of regular deep diving before you can properly decipher what’s yours and what’s someone else’s.
Through the years I’ve had all the reactions when I’ve spoken my truth. That, or I didn’t say anything in moments when I should have, or I let myself believe lies because it made me feel like somehow I might fit in better. I’d think, hey, maybe what I’m perceiving is actually wrong and maybe by following along with the other person’s narrative they will accept me. These were uncomfortable, painful and excellent learning opportunities for an awakening healer.
I’ll tell you now, when we’re on the path of transcendence, it’s best to pay attention to the tell-tale signs of who you are meant to hang out with. Intuition knows and it saves us so much time. We skip extra heartache and peacefully acknowledge that some people just aren’t meant for us. Some souls have some big, big learning yet to come and it’s not always our job to hold their hand through it. There will always be others out there who will acknowledge your worth and hold space for you as you heal, grow and shine. Don’t slow yourself down to fit in with people who don’t meet you there.
I’ve finally plowed through the big healing work. My channel is clear. And the best thing about being an activated lightworker is when you finally begin to align with your soul family. I’m now surrounded by a huge number of people who have many of the same gifts and understand what the heck I’m talking about, who share similar memories. All of the years of not fitting into societal norms finally makes sense, and the reason I always felt like I had a big mission to accomplish on this planet is because I absolutely do.
The other thing is, I can see into the future. I’ve been able to see the new world for over a decade and I’m here to tell you it’s time. Things are going to change soon, for everyone. Soon many of you will begin to see the world in which we came here to introduce you to. I am here, with so much love, to help you through this transition. Do not be afraid, for you are so loved and have everything you need inside of you.